totally torn down today.
had less than 15mins of staring on the celling. then off to see my friends off to frankfurt(Germany).
reach airport at 6.20am. my driving skill rocks. haha. feeling happy for the 3 of them. it is pretty touching the moment they start to bid farewell. and of course some of the girls cried. focus and concentration is needed in these type of situation. haha.
breakfast in terminal 2 then off back to school. finish up my poster and we crap all the way in the room. went IT show at suntec with liyi. discuss alot with my limited energy. we bought 5 of the same brand. and she is broke after that. me too.
31 more hours to go. haven't start packing my clothes and necessities. freak man. been home late this week. friday shall be a family day. i hope so?
life sucks when there is separation. and yes. LIYI I WILL MAKE YOU CRY. HAHAHAHA.
do remember to scold, pinch, bite, slap, punch me before i leave. hahahaha

bowling competition today at kim seng. HA HA
and yes. our group of five win the over champion. with a total score of 1700? for 3 games.
a very bad score for our group. daniel and tzehau didnt perform up to their own standard. liyi and ceyao is good. ceyao is one of the top 3 bowler? i sucks at bowling. with alot of mistakes in hook. and of course some suayness also. haha.
after that we went marina square with tzehau's car. haha. his driving skills is far better than mine. and the service attitude of the kfc there simply SUCKS. we shop for liyi's covered shoe. soon after, they accompany me to sun plaza to collect my air ticket. the air ticket is ready last week. i didn't collect it because to me, i know that once i collect it, i am prepared to lose my friends for 5months. after all the problems and troubles happening this few days, i finally managed to pluck out my courage. i have lesser or even no more worries. leaving singapore will be a better choice for all of us.
you didnt lose both. cause i am not yours before. not even as a friend.
i am just a passer-by in your life.

i need to wake up early tomorrow. it will be a LONG LONG DAY FOR ME TOMORROW.

hello readers.
well. i have received alot of comments regarding my entry.
my blog is not for those who wants to correct my English sentence structure or whatever shit. thank you. HAHA.
today is quite an interesting day. i have a briefing for attachment in school at 10am. i am late for 30mins and well the briefing ends just when i step into the school. haha.GREAT. i still have poster for my fyp undone. photocopy of my airtickets and shit stuffs undone. how am i going over to china with so many undone documents?
after those meetings of LOs and friends in bme centre, i went citylink to buy my slippers with liyi, jeremy and ben. she told me lots of stuffs in the bus. and NO! liyi, i am correct. my guess is right. everything just happen in less than 2 days. i am going to breakdown soon.
my friends are leaving in less than 24 hours time. and i am leaving in 3days time. i don't really want to see my friends sending me off. imagine 5months without them will be hell. i will miss those time we have. K box with my secondary school friends is fun. although we went in with all guys, we do enjoy the session we have. do remember my voice and recall them in this 5months if you all think of me! HAHA.
she messaged me today. telling me how she feel. well, i didn't blame you. follow where your heart goes. the title "friends" does not apply to me at all, at least for now. just forget me? or rather, i should not feature in your life. don't be troubled by this. you should enjoy the holidays you yearn for months with the guy you always been looking forward to go out with. this 5months will be the time for you to forget about my presence. remember to sleep early. make a point to sleep before 12am like me. =) . dont go home late. bangala will be loitering around your void deck to poach on young and attractive girls like you. take good care of yourself. need not apologise. not entirely your fault. you did the right way. i will always remember that i've found someone sharing the same birthdate as me. TAKE CARE!
i am quite tired now. i will post those interesting pictures on my slippers other day. It resemble the friendship we have. below is a song for all of us.

Eamon - Fuck It
Whoa oh oh Ooh hooh No No No
See I don't know why I liked you so much
I gave you all of my trust
I told you I loved you now that's all down the drain
You put me through the pain, I wanna let you know how I feel
[chorus:] Fuck what I said, it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, it didnt mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back (repeat 2x)
You thought, you could Keep this shit from me, yeah
You burned bitch, I heard the story
You played me, you even gave him head
Now you're askin for me back
You're just another jack, look elsewhere
Cuz you're done with me
[Chorus: 2x] Oh oh Oh oh Uh hun yeah Oh oh Oh oh Uh hun yeah Oh oh Oh oh Uh hun yeah Oh oh Oh oh Uh hun yeah
You questioned, did i care
You could ask anyone, I even said
You were my great one
Now it's over, but I do admit I'm sad
It hurt real bad, I cant sweat that, 'cuz I loved a hoe
[Chorus] Oh oh Oh oh Uh hun yeah Oh oh Oh oh Uh hun yeah Oh oh Oh oh Uh hun yeah Oh oh Oh oh Uh hun yeah

nice song about how i am feeling now.

good luck to ALL!

HELLO GUYS!i believe have been to my lowest point of life throughout my whole 19years recently. i just want to share what i am thinking these few days.haha. and this blog shall accompany me from my pre-OIAP to post-OIAP. =)i will update my blog frequently over in china. cl3BerbOi is the nickname given by my past cs-clan. haha. so this name has been following me for a very long time. nice name eh? well. this will be my pre-OIAP post. life isnt that good for me this semester. Projects is giving me quite a hard time. staying up late in school isnt fun at all. i have 7 modules to cope this semester? including final year project. wow. great. i screwed up my common test and exams. hah. forget it. for the girl in my heart, she seriously make me feel down. i have never been such before. she is the one who let my heart beat faster then usual when i saw her in my friend's house. heh. please dont sleep late in the night and not to let your cough worsen. it is hard to forget you. dont hesitate to say hi to me when you see me on the street someday. well, i wish you all the best in whatever you do. and to the guy that she likes, make sure you dont bully her. pls cherish her. thank you. if not... =) one of my friends told me that to him, girls come and go, it just seems that some stayed longer. Quite true isnt it? i begin to believe after what i have experienced.for my classmates? HAH i wont forget you all. for those moments that we have spend together, i will remember them in my heart. seriously. -Polymates. ok well, i can say that my clique is quite happening. they really study and play hard. during year one, we play soccer at kismis till late night? chill out together. do all those lame shit stuffs and get into fights. but i enjoy it. Year 2, we started clubbing,pubbing. staying over at one another place. get drunk and do stupid shit stuffs. year3, we spend most of our time in blk 8 level3. haha. clubbing and pubbing too. and i really hope our friendship will last more then that. i do really cherish you guys. =) my clique includes,CEYAO- well this mr foo in our group. he is one real smart and talented ass. thanks for enduring those pre-exams telephone calls from me. he is considered the leader in our team? he makes decision and we follow. my gossip partner also. we share secrets among each other. i really do cherish you as a friend. a very good friend. hope that you can get the girl you want=)TEEWEE- this gay friend of mine. he will never fails to brighten our life. he is a hardcore pubber but no money(he claims). He loves to do gay action to irritate us. haha. he is also a leecher, just like me. =) continue to rock on and smoke less. i will never forget you. =)WEYCHIH- my project partner. one of a cock sucker and pussy licker. all those irritating actions i will never forget. from chut chut to dont know who. he also endures 5months of stress with me. from gambling soccer to rushing projects till late night. we often share secrets and he understand me most. i hope you can get the girl you want too. hope that our friendship dont stop here.ZHENG CHUAN- he is a workoholic and my 184 buddy. haha. he is one real good drinker and a tough man. he got his own philosophy and theory. haha. he can mix and socialise with others easily. for relationship, he is often unhappy and troubled. i guess your troubled days will be over soon? =) good luck for your germany attachment and i hope that we still can keep in contact forever.DANIEL- this shit guy. i will never forget your kind-heartedNESS and your trust in us. he will always pay the bills first and bring free liquor for us. one of a hardcore clubber and bowler. hope you can stay with your girl forever and dont forget us! and i will not forget you too!AND HOW CAN I FORGET YOU LIYI- the only girl in our clique. often the tua chui xian and she do stupid stuns. she told me about her problems everytime but sorry i am not able to solve it for you. she is one cheerful girl on the outside but a low-self esteem girl. dont worry about those problems. and time will heal all of them. i will never forget the days when we are mistaken as couples(year1) and the ONLY dragonboat training we went. HAHA. hope that we can webcam more when i am at overseas and i will not forget you. club and pub more often when we come back ok? =)-secondary schoolmates. 6 years of friendship and still counting. soccer and chill out everyweek. i still remember the days when hoken steal our cards? haha. we played WWF stuns and cards. risk playing and stuffs. wrong pronounciation like filial as fulfill, congee as conJI. haha. although we did quarrel, but these does not affect our friendship and i hope it continues.YATSENG- this tall faggot friend of mine. he just spoil my harddisk and i know he feels guilty about it. dont worry i dont blame you. although i am quite angry and mad. he often decides and plans our chilling place. he is the man on the driver seat when it comes to far outing. do continue to rock on. and HE CANNOT MULTI-TASK! hahaha.=)JUNXIONG- hi bear bear<-- hehe. he is an asshole in disguise. all the crappy ideas and sucky mentality comes from him. one good goalkeeper also. freak my lastday of soccer also dont want let me score. haha. do excel in maths in secondary school. concentrate on your attachment and your studies! stop jihonging!. =)JOSEPH- HELLO. dont hug me that tight la. army life is hard i know. but 1 year more to go. after that it will be my turn. sorry for those lame and insulting jokes. hahaha. i love my boyfriend eh. =) a sporty and fast runner. not bad in pool also. but too bad. lose to me. hahhaa. i will miss you for 5months and 1 week. continue your endurance towards everything. SHAOYONG- a gullible young man. you all will know what i mean. stay strong and build. after 5months i must see a muscular shaoyong. haha. a kongster and majong freak. do win money and send over to china. goodluck to you and jasmine=) hehe.NICHOLAS- idiot cum fucker. he often get into my nerves. i share most of my secrets with him. do continue and update me about your side even i am in china. =) being friend sometimes can be difficult.do tell her how you feel. he claims that he is playing like ronaldo.and we will all kneel down to chant his name when he score. =) haha.BENTAY-MR RIGHT. haha. a MASSCOMMER. good in language. bad in mathematics. dont correct my sentence structure here mr tay. masscomms consist of alot of asshole. but i know you are not one of them. do continue in teaching vian. im counting on you!.JERE MY -ASS. haha. i have been wondering how this man becomes that charcoal after a few months. strong man also. quite famous in xiao mei mei. hahaha. but got his new found love recently. dont be slack and let her off. continue in your lame jokes and show your bunny teeth more when video conferencing with me in china.=) i will miss my friends here. i hope that our kbox tml will be a fulfill one. haha. after such a lengthy post. some pictures to lighten the mood of my readers.
=)

i love foo wan juang

year 1

daniel'sbdae. year 1

my bade year 2. actually the main attraction is the girl beside. hah.

business ettiquette year 2

taopok! chalet. year 2

guohao =)

xiong bday

heh heh

great anatomy challenge

zc bday

tioman. my part time job. haha

orchestra members unite.

malaysia performance

sports camp friends

yongren. haha.

spastic look

i got big stomach eh. haha

jing dian. LOL