Comparison

It is 3.30am now. I just manage to browse through Elson's M5 concert and his songs. Oh man. He was my best buddy in primary school life. He teaches us how to steal things, point middle finger at teacher and doing the "suck it" action. HAHA. My clique were in the same class in Primary 4 and 5. But in Primary 6, the teacher decided to split us up due to our mischieve in class. We caused 3 teachers admitted to the hospital. That is how bad we are. OUR parents will be called to the school at least 3 times a week.=) We lost contact in secondary school. Now, Elson is in the army. He is a great singer in M5. He held concerts in various countries already. My another friend, Jianjun, is now in PJC. He couldnt regconise me at first when i met him in westmall a few months before. He was the scapegoat in our clique then. HAHA. Now, they are all achieving their aims and goals. what about me? =( I have miss various primary school outing due to my fyp and lessons. My friends have already given up hope on me. hahaha.i promise to go the next one!
Often, we like to compare ourselves with others. See now, elson is making big money and fame in the outside world. and of course, jueyi and weisheng are his personal drummer and guitarist. they are all my friends. How about me? i am just a fucker studying in ngee ann poly. not able to get into any jc because of my pathetic english. I dont excel in anything, not even studies. I dont want to step into the working world so fast yet. sigh.
I regret stopping my piano and organ lessons in primary school due to my packed time-table.
come to think of it, my mum actually make the effort to enrol me in various activities before, but i excel in none. what a nontalented guy. haha.

I am going to pester my supervisor later on. my schematic is out. But the antenna is giving me a hell of problems. i called the cypress company in US the other day, and they told me to solve the problem myself indirectly. I am also quite cheeky to ask them the correct way to draw an antenna. haha. why i just cant buy any other antenna in the electronic store? this antenna needed to be drawn out myself. my supervisor didnt know my progress. so far he just throw us this project, and he kept flying all around to attend meetings and conferences. He is an expert in RF(radio frequency). i hope he can answer my question tml.

FUCK ANTENNA!
i need to write a paper for my project for one of the conference. and soon we will get fame! But i dont think we can finish it.
chao chee bye.

i need to catch the school bus at 12.20pm later on. if not i will have to take public transport which is 2hrs long to reach the old lab.

if only daniel was with me this attachment. we can rock chengdu together.

ARGGGGG.

today's temperature in chengdu. 4-9 degree.
freezing cold already.
i can imagine standing inside eski bar naked.
hahaha.
I MISS ZOUK. but not MOS. HAHA.



regards
cher chuan